Dear diary!

Today I saw the cartoon Junior made about himself. On the picture, he looks very stupid and wrote how he feels about that he lisps and that the others on the rez are bullying him. I asked Junior about the cartoon . I really wanted to know why he is showing himself like this. He told me, that its very hard for him to live on the rez and that he couldnt live and be without me. I knew that everyones beating and bullying him , but I thought that he doesnt feel so bad. I thought he is ignoring it and making the best of it, but it isnt. I told him to look forward and not to think about what others think about Junior. I hope he`ll think about my words.

Rowdy.