What’s up diary?

I have to tell you about what happend to me today.. I spotted – hold your hat – JUNIOR’S CARTOON! Well yeah, I normally like his cartoons ‘cuz they are funny and stuff but this one was a bit different..maybe more than a bit, I believe. He illustrates himself in a overly-exaggerated-ugly  way by drawing all his disabilities very dramaticallly. This got me shocked, even if  I am well aware of his problems concerning self confidence. His cartoon told me how he really feels and thinks  about his circumstances and himself secretly. Junior told me that words are too limited to express what one wants to say. I have to admit that this one drawing was extremely expressive and I am feelig sad and kind of guilty for him. However I am super happy about the fact he has found a way to overcome the limit of explaining or more precisely illustraiting himself. Man, poverty, his disabilities like stuttering and lisping the rez… this combination must bother him more than I’ve imagened. I am not being fooled , I know he exaggerates but this idea has his backround thoughts as wee which shouldn’t be forgotten..this cool, talented retard is my best friend and my brother from another mother!! I will try harder to show this guy how much I care about him and what a nice friend he is;)

See ya, Rowdie